"aetti-bertd-tday to youuuuuuuuuu!"

THE ONCE UPON A TIME LITTLE BABY GIRL OF THE FAMILY... now, no more lah! 14 years old today sudah. wawawa....

So we had a crab party. Everyone were together having dinner@ BL home.
It was Uds 14th birthday!

So here, I have a few shots.
Random shots. Hehehe :))
Here there are...

BLOW, BLOW! Make a wish you!!!

cdak tiga juak megang knife, do the cake- cutting tek... harus kah??? ;p

I dunno. The 4 generations? Or, 3? Is that how you count it? ;p

*smile!* PinQ and her akek Bot :))

p/s: TO UDS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL SIS (not so little anymore tho)

May God shower you with His wonderful blessings, and love and care and wisdom. May you be guided thru with His light, to show you the true ways in this journey we call Life. take very good care of yourself. Be good.

*hugs*

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY LOVELY 14TH BIRTHDAY, DEAR!

**XOXO attached**

Lag- ness, sht.

Hmm, mmm... the lag- ness of deciding.

It has been wholeday (half of today actually) been waiting for answers.

Nagging for answer, never reply one! Leaving me feel so anxious.

Nag nag, sik juak. Aiyo.

Wondering why, wandering away.

Suddenly at 6pm, "not jadi anymore lah..."

The lag- ness of answer.

No wonder.

*beep* (msg arrives)

-Reading thru the text-

Still, un- sure to or not to... I thought he has decided.

See, not decided yet.

Unsure.

Thus, lag- ness of answering my simple question.

"So how...?"

***silence***

_you can never imagine how it feels deep inside right now, at this very moment, argkh!!!_

The end.

**XOXO attached**

our journey back to kampong...

It was on a Thursday afternoon, hubby and I picked mom up then head straight for makan. Then met up with the other two guys- Ja & Jo

We quickly finished up our lunch. Eat eat eat.
Then slurp slurp slurp. Was 'quite' full, after all that munching & drinking up ;))
The weather was alright. Not too hot not too gloomy... just nice.
After picking up Jo, we rushed home. Pack all things up and put 'em all in the car boot.
Up up, jalan lah we all.
We got off from Serian abt 2pm? 3pm, i think!
We reached Lawing abt 5pm something (if i'm not mistaken?) and the kampong, nearly dark.
But we made it after all! Yes, yahoooo! Sampai jugak kita akhirnya!!!

The village is a typical traditional long house. Still a longhouse tho. Unlike some kampong nowadays, they build separate- one house ,one house. Okay, and these... there are traditional wooden Iban longhouse.

There, and then we stayed for about 3 nights. It was fun- interesting! Layan eh go kampong, the best- being in the hutan for a while rather than staying + suffocated by the city smoke & gasses. A good escape from all technology haha... Even no network back in the kampong... Itupun if you go to the bridge, only then got a bit of network.

Well well...... kampong, fun fun fun!
All you can have there is some mozzy bites, eat eat eat and drink! and some more Fun!


Well it was a heck of a good time. Good, great time!
Cheers!


**XOXO attached**

our journey back to kampong...

**XOXO attached**

the Little Princess, with her brand new walker!

ADORABLE?

Indeed. Gorgeous, rather :))

"...she goes on her walker, but not walking & not moving" picture that.

At this very moment, she still not moving tho. Only slight 'reversing' mode. She's just usually distracted by her hands (which is gerenti masok mulut punya) plus the noise (catchy kid tunes) and the little toy things on the walker!

hahahahaaa

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Nail- do!

Over the lunch break... this mother went off to do this:



MANICURE!!!!
**hihihihihihiii!**



Of all the things to do...



Here it is.... solid colour i supposed. No blings in them. No shiny- shiny thingy. Bla bla...

I prefer solid colour, yes. This colour, please.

So here it is.

Ta daaa... (hahaha)

hihihihihihihiiii...

-THE END-

**XOXO attached**

allu! ah, Love you! :))

hallu!
Love you(s)!
muah muah muah
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox0xx0xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox0x0x0x0xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

*test test, 123*

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WELL

I am 'well' today.
I am happy, enough.
Very much better. I think this is much better. I feel better. Okay. Good.
But you see, it's raining this evening. It drizzled then came the lightning. But I didn't really care much about what was happening out there.... furthermore at work. I was in the office. Particularly a killjoy- *aiyo* black men and black women came in (i think they are this foreign students) So what happen is that... I was so into my work, settling this and that. Sekali yobih... their perfume baa... kan... *pengsan skejap this* cannot cannot. Ahh, them and their 'property'. I suddenly from good mode go un- conscious mode. Terok. They fail, i don't. Cos...

I am....
Cool.®

*hahahahhahahahah, familiar jak quote tok ey copy-0-kaw© *


emmm... now now, it's time to go back.
Come Buls, come!


suddenly...
+msg alert tone+
Liv: Are you cmg to bl? Ku mok mbak pegi padini spring ;-) juh... Ada new shades leyy

+msg *delivered* alert tone+
Bul: Yes i guess we are. Bit later. Aaa... Go watch and see only jak la, see how. Emmmmm no $$$ baa (*argkhhhhhhh!* fail ba. asal mid month, ada jak same 'ol problem...boringgg)

silent...

::g'bye!::

**XOXO attached**

knew it.

But it happened again. my moodswing thing. this. arkghhhhhh.
i take everything SO seriously. this is bad. very bad.
weirdness i think. very. but really, i take ALL things seriously. things not going my way, i shout (dalam hati, actually)
(1) salah masok turn junction, also i curse like hell
(2) orang turned 'ter' look me, eye- contacted (coincidently ah) pun berpra- sangka yang bukan- bukan. very d' uhh. menopause tahap dewa nih!
(3) dogs bark, hoping they wud stop. shut mouth with the salotape, gam gajah, boleh?
(4) orang go main sports, banyak tanya again. soal- siasat tahap Police F. B.I baaa. bagus. sooooooo not me. shucks!
(5) pelik.

things look bad from this side view, that's bad. awful. this very moment. not goooooooood.

other times, u can find me in my jolly good fun mode. but this. so opposite.
this is bad.
Fail.



**XOXO attached**

Mayday, mayday!!!

I knew it from the start.
Knew i wouldn't be able to catch up + maintain my constant- ness of posting this and that into d' blog. huuuu. knew it. knew it! but for the sake of....

Pasting and putting up pictures in this, I will!
*i smell vanity*

***

Umm... well well, these few days due to "Bulan dah datang bulan..."
Ahhh, moodswings terrible, man! Sikit- sikit, a little wee bit, everything become WRONG. Sound volume, pandai pandai boleh jadi loud pulak. Dunno who turned it up. Pelik.

And yes, that reminds me. Everytime- at these particular times, the word 'pelik' in every sms or sentence i use- means, something is wrongggg somewhere. Only one man can sense that. Just type 'pelik' at the end of the sms, he knows. (Hihihihihiii) The hubby lah, he knows me too well lah. Boring lah like that. Emmm...
Fail.
*hikhikhik*
Ada- ada jak, his reply will be, "Bee, why. namahal maioh word pelik nyak?" (And, as usual, i will go silent) Until lah i find topic, that is after i feel abit less *gerammmmm!!! argkh! *&%$##&%* and then, after I've regained 'conscious' of me being cruel... hihihihiii... only then can confess (humbly...) the real thing. why i'm being such a wussy? (haha, pussy?) wuss?
Sorry, baa.

Emmm... moodswings, really lah. Can be cruel sometimes ooh. Jahat. Jaik. *bwluekkkkkk!* Evil!Bodoh kan? But... whatever lah. Women and that season.
Pelik.



**XOXO attached**

it's a triple 8!

Today dateD eighth of August, two thousand eight....
TRIPLE EIGHT!
Yayyy...
hahahahahaha ya jak :))

**XOXO attactedhed**

makan makan, eat eat

Monday
04 August, 2008

Lunch with hubby baybeee
Guess where?
Gamelan *yum yum* Indonesian food! Yayh! :)

Crave for them (for about a month?)

It's called...

...

Pisang keju!

...

Yayyh.. yum yum..

dan dengan itu, saya mahu ke sana lagi.

Lalu makan lah pisang keju itu lagi... 8)

*slurpppps!*

**XOXO attached**

*lalallala* the way you look *lalalla*

xoxoZaeborahh- Orrah- Esther- Sterr- pinQxoxo

Started her day with gurgles and coos and longggggggggggg "aaa's"

Her dad and I was so delighted at that lovely sight. We laughed, then looked at each other and look back at her again.. and then there she goes saying her loud and long "aaa's" again... we thought it'd stop by giving her nenen. But still, agik also go "aaa..." as usual. Hahah that little morning glory of mine!

This was how she looked like this very early morning...

Nappy for wipe wipe mouth pinQ!

ta-gaaaah! watch mommy! mommy here!

look'e'here pinQ! here!

tada......... Voila! There you are! Gorgeous.

*smile*

**XOXO attached**