"The pinQ and her daddy story"

PinQ came back from church,

tired of sleeping, i supposed.

So once at home, daddy entertained her while both watching afternoon tv shows.

These are few picture clips i managed to pick from the many faces of my darling pinQ

kep- kep udang! ! !

"... yay, mommy taking my picture yay"

her little seat

xoxommmuuuaaahhhxoxo

-the End-

**XOXO attached**

...such a sad, sad sod.

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A SAD uhuhuhuhuu SOD.

such an interesting excruciating feeling and a 'thing' to be.

sad so very sad inside there- all day,

but arrogantly disguised with a beautiful mask of a smile.

ma'it uluh with whats happening around her,

bo pien she say with a sigh.

all sudah jadi porridge open air,

not menyesal of all that is happened but pity at her sad sod self.

all thing is done, never one is ever correct.

whatever is correct is wrong.

**giving a tremendous silent sigh now**

full of courage, anxious and delirious and standing up strong...

...only when she see her daughter smiles.

she lives only for that little beauty the darling of hers, alone.

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**XOXO attached**

@36 weeks

**FOR EVER- LOVING MEMORY**

This was i during 8 months preggy? heheheehheheeh....
Blessed with a bit of a round- round tummy (got pinQ inside wooo...!!!)

"Tek nah ji dau, tek lake nih di dawa' hinan nak, tei panau alem kelitak tih... Nuno' nah ituk nih kah, kena'? Tek anak uk halem butit, ken ji tih..."
-hahahaaa toy story naa juak eh! And the story continues... ;)

Well at this moment (refer to picture lah kay), my appetite for food was HUGE. I gained about 15kg, i was somewhere 60kg. My usual weight was 45, tops. Then it became a sixer. Whoa.......
Bah, makan- makan- makan! ! !
Yahuuu! ! !

to partaaayyy OR not to party? **la lallala laa**

**screaming to myself** JADI PEGI SIK HO??! AMAE, KAH NA'AM TUSAH?
**asking the hubby** ARE WE GOING KAH?
**asking the peeps** U GUYS GOING HA?
**peeps answers** ABSOLUT- LEY! WE ARE GOING!
THE WHOLE GANG IS GOING BAA, PROLLY SATURDAY PARTAYYYY!
...Go lah, buls!

...hmmm.

and leaving me wondering. Lak amae kah na'am tusah ame for RWMF tuuu??? til now, tunggu payday lah. we'll see how budget is like. this means sacrificing these:

• my donuts (huhuhuu)
• my work clothes (go on using the same tops and pants twice- thrice a week lor)
• my EXTRA food consumptions cut down my afternoon titbits which i keep in my drawer in the office, hahahaha- kantin baa!)
• lessen saloon visits
• take more bookings, means more kantau. MUN jak lah...
• and many many more **sigh**

tak apa lah, katakan TAK APA.

DEMI, baa kan? *tsk tsk*

One thing: Siblings are joining -again- this year, they are performing... singing, the Kan'ids. DIVAs i call them! *muahmuah!*

Now, now now.... nait THE payday tupuh lah, nait with patience.

**tiktok- tik tok**

dumm dum da dum...

Grey, dark grey, thick clouds is on top of my head. I think.
That image resembles how i feel now, sort of.

doesn't even ONE person cares?
how i feel. sakit hati you know.very the.

**tsk tsk** She is mine, so up to me to decide.
Am i Right?

b-o-r-i-n-g

i want...

Since that weekend kan, lepas i tengok i think it was chef Wan...........

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh! sedapnyerrrrrr salad nya ituu!
Lalulah terangsang want to do salad... ONE DAY, i will.
tunggu got resources, then i do besar- besaran hehe..
but to some, they can jsut do it in minutes...just wash wash wash then splash splash and...
Voila!
You'll have something nice and yummmmy in front of you!

Ingredients in mind (to put in MY salad!!!) hahahaaa:
1. cabbages
2. THE celery, yum yum!
3. some nuts, yea
4. salad leaves, is that what you call it? Daun salad...
5. Olive oil, yes... and the list goes on...


One day! ;)

umm "tapas", anyone?

I have learnt a new word.. and I think its a thing. a food. hehehe

What I did was... scrolled thru a hotel site then tadaaa **i spy with my eye, my little little eyes** saw something so yummy ( i think so, cos it looks yummy baa!)
Its called tapas. and its somehow originates from i think its Spain. haha
According to a legend lah this. Heard that this tradition exist when Castile's King Alfonso the wise (he's a wise guy, the word says so! hehe)
He recovered from an illness (uiseh!) by drinking wine and nibbling small little little dishes between meals. And only then, somehow it became a loophole in the law to allow drinkers to drink.
Something new eyy, Bulan? hahahahahahhha! Bagus bagus ni...

So to conclude this bit, its a food. A little something to take with wine!

little fingers, little toes...

growing up each day...
...turning, blooming into a beautiful lady...
oh my dearest Zaeborahh Esther PinQ!