...such a sad, sad sod.

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A SAD uhuhuhuhuu SOD.

such an interesting excruciating feeling and a 'thing' to be.

sad so very sad inside there- all day,

but arrogantly disguised with a beautiful mask of a smile.

ma'it uluh with whats happening around her,

bo pien she say with a sigh.

all sudah jadi porridge open air,

not menyesal of all that is happened but pity at her sad sod self.

all thing is done, never one is ever correct.

whatever is correct is wrong.

**giving a tremendous silent sigh now**

full of courage, anxious and delirious and standing up strong...

...only when she see her daughter smiles.

she lives only for that little beauty the darling of hers, alone.

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**XOXO attached**