Weee~

hatched!  *craaaaaaaaackkk!*  LoL!

it has been quite some time .. with the arrival of new baby born, Zaeborahh's little brother. Ezra Wan .. awww. born on the 9th of February, 2012 at 0302hours on a Thursday morning. Weighs about 3.55Kg. Big, strong baby boy! 

Mommy has been busy. Handful with two little precious things in hand!

Weee.. ~

The journey has begun  :)

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:)

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Flying at 26weeks

26 October, 2011 -> Kch/ Bki


............................... A blast! :)
Mommy and Baby both doing well. Landed safely and thank God, He piloted us in a smooth flight and everything was cleared. Even skies, only that it started to pour once we got into the car. But all was good. Felt kinda down, well, leaving the hubby and little Princess behind. But, on the brighter side.. Heyy, I'm coming back in less than 2weeks time yo. Thus, I am happy!

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24weeks

Your baby's growing steadily, having gained about 4 ounces since last week. That puts him at just over a pound. Since he's almost a foot long (picture an ear of corn), he cuts a pretty lean figure at this point, but his body is filling out proportionally and he'll soon start to plump up. His brain is also growing quickly now, and his taste buds are continuing to develop. His lungs are developing "branches" of the respiratory "tree" as well as cells that produce surfactant, a substance that will help his air sacs inflate once he hits the outside world. His skin is still thin and translucent, but that will start to change soon.

I love you this big .

akui liveng kelo' back home .

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Guess who's back. Mommy to #2 is BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

Yes, it's true. Mommy to #2. PinQ's soon- to- be Jr. 

And I'm wondering what it's gonna be.. A boy OR another girl? Emmm, I'd love a pair. Baby boy would be nice! But, ZEP kept on saying "Mommy, I want a baby girl. Boy no good..." Gahhh. Heee~

This one, he or she is giving me the hangover head aches, like seriously as if I had a huge, big, baaaaaaaad drinking session on lastnight... but no, rejection of both nicotine & alcohol eversince a month (or, two) plus! 

And so now, I am on that journey, again. This time, on my own. Away from Home! Tsk. 

I'd be fine.... I know. I will. 

Always have.

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in.decisive

main target estimated to 'melencong.'

So how? Can't help it. Hahahhaaa

thus, in- decisive. 

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YES. Positive dan Sehat.

Aduhai. 

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ELLO - Takkan Ada Aku Lagi (Super HD Video Clip)

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and so

so how am I gonna go about this ..

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Always On Your Side ..

" Always On Your Side (feat. Sting) "

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away 

But every now and then you come to mind 

Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game 

But when your name was called, you found a place to hide 

When you knew that I was always on your side 

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent 

But my demons and my angels reappeared 

Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought I'd be 

Too afraid to hear the words I've always feared 

Leavin' you so many questions all these years 

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear 

Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear 

Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally 

This isn't how it's really meant to be 

No it isn't how it's really meant to be 

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear, 

How to pull it close and make it stay 

Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away 

And I'm left to carry on and wonder why 

Even through it all, I'm always on your side 

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear 

Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear 

Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally 

But this isn't how it's really meant to be 

No it isn't how it's really meant to be 

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear 

How to pull it close and make it stay 

If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away 

Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why 

Was it you that kept me wondering through this life 

When you know that I was always on your side

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teminggg

ohho ~ long time noooooooooo see !! 




.. after many months err weeks of 'vanishing acts' due to workLOAD, being busy running around here and there. Busy sorting out moving- outs, going- outs, busy sorting "people's mind in this new Land I am stepping on", busy menjalankan tanggungjawab hal karjaan katakan .. Hahhaha .. 


Experiences & lessons .. NUMEROUS. 


Trips, undercovers and serbuans .. LOADS.


.. more to come ( to be continued )

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tell me ...

baby, I ..

...you were always on my mind !!  ;*

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zinggg ! re$tless eeeh

3rd week set foot onto Lawas .. How I, how am I .. How am I doing , you may ask :)
Doing just fine but as you know, yalah kannn I am as I am .. Smiling, but above all those sweet streak of joy smile, under~ only He knows! 
If only, I could go back home everyday after Work kan ? Haaaaaaaaaaaa ..  ;o


I am. However, blessed I may say :) 
I am showered with good friends, lots of 'gaya tersendiri' but yeah , I add and get more contacts and this time yes will touch hearts. Lots of hearts, through the way .. I hope and I wish to .. 


Well, nevertheless, this restless heart memang can't stop .. being restless . To distract myself, I hope and looking forward to whatever there are to- dos and plans over the Weekends ! If only Kuching- Lawas are like ONE kilometre apart ??! I wish the Borneo Island, we call Sarawak; is a round, ball- like island instead of the roaster/ chicken- looking island we all can see on the map ! Kan dekaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ?  ;{

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it's here. already !!

IT'S THE 19TH BIRTHDAY !! ( My twenty- sixth *coughs* birthday to be exact  )

Lively as it is, as lively as Lawas ~ more or less 

Location : Lawas, Sarawak 

Year : 2010

A birthday- cucor- party !! Yayy ! Dreaded the 'express wharf's cucor !!' and ended up puffing the lilin dian as a sign blown the candles, teeheeeee ..

With the new added angels in my life ~ the housemates & dear room mate !! Kita makan- makan & minum- minum kopi yaa, unduk- unduk sekalian  !! <3

l only wished I was nearer to my family, rather FAMILIES and my PinQ and dear Hubby 

Oh well some things may differ abit from all whatever it has been before this .. It's in the package. Changes, are normal. I guess.

After all this years, the events and the happpenings of the years passed there have been ups & downs - all that gives maturity- ness. From a shy, keeping it o myself kinda girl to an outspoken ( sorta ) now, out of control I may say & to someone who realized 'letting- it all out' or atleast speaking to someone you RREALLY trust from the bottem is important. Without that, I may not be as sane as I am now. Like, serious baa .. 

Time flies, see now we're at the middle of the year middle of the 365days ( divide by 2 ) so do not let the time/ day goes by just like that. No success or results at the end of the day - I'm not whole. I'd get irritated unnecessarily as things don't go as plan, or maybe the planning methods wasn't that good enough No power leii ??! 

Plan people, plan. 

I need to pen off now. Def sleeping in seconds. It's an early up tomorrow as "Fitik" is proceeding as scheduled which is 0700hours. Gila kah apa, no. Serious baa. 

Sekian, more to go.. Once I get hold on everything.. Ada added- ons, soon ! :p

*babble- babble, babbling* teehehehheee ..

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eighteenth of May .. the day bfo, ready, set. GO !

I guess, I'll write down a song. One of my fave & much listened to/ hummed to 

Wait.  :)

Each day I live
I want to be a day to give the best of me
I'm only one, but not alone
My finest day is yet unknown
I broke my heart for ev'ry gain
To taste the sweet, I face the pain
I rise and fall, yet through it all this much remains
I want

One moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
and in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

I lived to be the very best
I want it all, no time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance here in my hands
Give me

chorus

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me

chorus

...i will be, i will be free

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Note to me- self : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !! <3

ayy yes Sir !!

it was the 12th of May. First lesson at Work, from the first ever phone- call. The first ring I received in that very day~ that was when the lesson started. 

And then, I know. Not to overdo things, not to under do.

Within a range, a limit, a steady balance, that will do. 

...If you insist & if you say so, Sir !!

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and today's 13th May on a Thursday.. Work, and all those, goin on good :) 

Sounds much much better. Practice makes perfect, people say ! Ooh lala !!

Improvements ! Initiative & style, itu penting babe !

Tekankan. Anda boleh !!  *self- motivate lok!*  ;)

...

 

...to be.

It's starting. Started. 

Now, in Lawas. Life, proceeds 

God bless xo

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Moms, how am I to live FAR AWAY from PinQ ?? Tell me. Can I manage ?

Can I manage? 

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Farewell wishes to KCH, SBW, BTU, MYY... and Families ! xoXx :(

hey hey hey what a greaaaaaaaaat news, since then feelings were all mixed up, rasaku adrenaline rush ada, blood rush ada, pening trus ada, semua ada... 

Came back in the evening from work, after a little shopping here and there on the 27th April 2010 baru lah I receive this letter. Stunning letterhead lgik tu... Off to register on 29th April 2010... 

On the 3rd May, reporting duty already 

Oh why, oh why. Such a short notice but yeah... New phase, new career, new everything ! 

Oh my ! Can I manage ? We'll see. We hope for the best.

God bless us all xoXx 

My Princess ???   ;o

Goodbye Kuching, and all... Hello Lawas !

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